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Sep. 5th, 2024 10:33 amI called out of work because I was having a horrible panic attack. IDK what my points are like so I may be fired, but at this point, given how bad going in there causes my anxiety to flare up either way is probably fine. >__<
I called my manger's phone, but she was in a meeting but the coworker who answered was like "ooh. Okay, she's in a meeting, but I'll let her know. This is (name)." Which, I THOUGHT it was, but people sound different over the phone.
So I'm going to take a shower and try to calm down. IDK wtf caused this but it was so bad I started shaking and crying. Like nothing's really going ON but. . .clearly my brain is not reacting well to something. I feel SICK.
I might try this afternoon to go down the road and apply there like I was gonna do next week. If the friend who texted me was right and they're hiring next month then I can already be applied. And if he's wrong, at least I got out of the house.
A little frustrated at the idea that I just knocked myself out of the extra holiday pay. But also like. . .they scheduled me to work 8 days in a row. Amazon at it's BUSIEST didn't do that oml.
I called my manger's phone, but she was in a meeting but the coworker who answered was like "ooh. Okay, she's in a meeting, but I'll let her know. This is (name)." Which, I THOUGHT it was, but people sound different over the phone.
So I'm going to take a shower and try to calm down. IDK wtf caused this but it was so bad I started shaking and crying. Like nothing's really going ON but. . .clearly my brain is not reacting well to something. I feel SICK.
I might try this afternoon to go down the road and apply there like I was gonna do next week. If the friend who texted me was right and they're hiring next month then I can already be applied. And if he's wrong, at least I got out of the house.
A little frustrated at the idea that I just knocked myself out of the extra holiday pay. But also like. . .they scheduled me to work 8 days in a row. Amazon at it's BUSIEST didn't do that oml.
