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[blackiceboba]

I ended up falling asleep last night at about 3 AM and then I took a bit of a nap around. . .11 AM? IDk I woke up at 1 pm. I did some of the dishes and have work clothes in the laundry rn. I finally feel rested/awake. And not in as bad of a mood as I have been. I've been waffling through boughts of anxiety/despair for the last couple of days and like. . .there's no reason for it. It's been a bad headspace month, I think. Feeling better today and we'll see how long it lasts. I'm slowly poking at fics for All Ships but at this point if the one fic is all I get posted then. . .it's all I get posted. I can always finish the others LATER.

I went back to like two different fics this year that I thought I'd abandoned last year (three if we count TFTHY) so I am a little more optimistic that I will finish it when the time comes. Maybe the timing wasn't right and all I wanted to do was read and watch Hyde music vids.

Threw open the windows to let some fresh air/sunlight in. The dishwasher isn't draining and the way it's installed, I can't figure out how to make it drain on it's own so after I do the dishes that are IN IT, I'm going to have to message maintenance to come fix it. Sometimes it does this and then it'll just randomly work again but it won't even turn on atm.

Also realized that the chocolate milk I bought expires tomorrow so I am trying to finish it today.

I completely forgot I was supposed to call about insurance today and now it's too late. It's probably not a big deal, I will just wait and see how much it is when we can finally log in to sign up.

Also, The Band Camino concert is in a month. \o/ EXCITED.

I listened to some of the new All Time Low album and IDK if it's my hearing being terrible, Spotify's trash service or something to do with how they recorded it but I cannot HEAR Alex over the music half the time. I know that's always a thing with this style of music but like. . .literally cannot hear a word he's saying. And usually I look at the lyrics to follow what they're saying but the words aren't up yet. Frustrating!

So yes. Feeling a little better just in time to have to go back to work. Two days off is not enough. I know I work less hours a day than at old job but I was very used to one day to recover from work and two to get things done.

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[museaway]

I agree with you about two days not being enough. I barely feel reset before it all starts back again. Even an extra half day would help. My hour load isn't bad at all, but the repetition is tedious.

[blackiceboba]

Yes. Even like an extra half a day. I miss my old job where I could take a half day of time off if I just needed it to do something because sometimes I would just take the morning off to get things done before work. It's like that image of Sisyphus but it's "the fucking dishes" or "the laundry". I feel like I have to spend a day catching up on rest and then the next day I have to finish all of my household weekly/daily stuff. I might get a bit of time in the evening to myself to do what I want.