a step back is a step forward

[blackiceboba]

My managers came in today and while I was up at the desk doing something, were talking about how people needed to be retrained. My manager saw me coming around the corner and went "(Jilly) do you want to be a trainer."

I said, "No."

My team lead, who was who manager was talking to started laughing and went, "She didn't hesitate. I TOLD you she'd say no." Cause other people have suggested me for jobs before and she never asks cause, as she put it, "She'd hate it, I'm not doing that to her."

I've got experience in the jobs they're suggesting, but no. I'm not doing more work for the same pay and then having to be basically on call all the time. I am trying to do my job, go home and live my life. I don't want anything that's gonna cause me extra stress, thx.

Speaking of living my life, I'm eating some microwave pasta (it's DELICIOUS) and then I'm going to try to settle in and finish my day one fic for All Ships. Day 2 is ready to be posted, but Day 1 still has a bit to go, so let's see what I can do before I clock in at noon tomorrow.

If I get really motivated, maybe I'll finish Day 3 as well, which will give me several days to do the other three I wanted to do, but let's see how we go.

I might open the files and lose all motivation, but rn I am caffeinated and not hurting for once so let's see how we go.

Comments

[tropicsbear]

Running training is my most hated thing. I don’t have the patience for it.

[blackiceboba]

No right? Like. . .we still have to TRAIN people when they learn how to do the jobs we do. It's not like management comes over and shows people how to do it and I HATE IT. Partially because I feel like I don't explain things very well but also like. . .half the time the person isn't LISTENING and I'm like 'why am I here? I could just be doing the thing myself."